22.7.04

okay the bad feeling in my tummy has nuffin to do with my baby girl going to a sleep over where there a not nice girls, right?
 
oh shit who am i kidding
I'LL ROAST THOSE GIRLS IF THEY DO ANYTHING AND I MEAN ANYTHING TO MY GIRL!!!
i can let go, i can let go
it's just that why should i put her sumwhere where i know she's gonna get hurt??????
is this what it's like to let them go out into the world to make their own way
to have no control over what happens??
hhhmmm maybe i can lock them up or sumfin
 
but to start my day
after i had dodged cars this morning i went up to me mum n dar's
who where getting ready to go for a walk n i got to go along (woohoo) :o)
so instead of their normal walk up the street we went for a walk in the forest
fresh fresh air with a bit of a chill to it
surrounded by trees so high you can't see their tops
*sigh* i love the forest
anyway so we head off for our walk
not to far down the path we spot a wallaby
it sat there looking at us n we stood there looking at it
so it moved off n we moved off
the walk is very nice there and quiet
well mostly if you don't count the bird calls
and talking of birds calls
on our way back there was a call that has just sumfin that is a little bit different about it
i can't say what it is about the call that i can always tell is different but i do
(was thinking this morning that it could have sumfin to do with being a predator)
and being a good predator i hunted it down
a lyrebird, singing out
yep we saw him feathers n all
added an extra sparkle to my day
 
tho it mite of helped that i have friday off (WOOHOO)
 
 

19.7.04

wow had an interesting day
 
first off, a friend of mine is going thro a divorce thingy
well I met her husband today
and we talked, he wants me to come around with my kids when he has his kids
like most divorces this ones not going good
misunderstandings and hurt in a big way on both size
it was interesting to see how they have no idea about the other person
they had been married for 10 years
and they just don't know each other in anyway, AT ALL
how does that happen???
blind folds???
 
well that was my morning
 
THEN
Nikki came over, she was cold and i have ducted heating
well anyway she went thro my materials cupboard
it was like a life story of my craft
i tell you what i hadn't realise how many crafts i've made over the years
as a one at a time thing you just don't know how many you do
but put them all together and WOW
sh** i've done a lot over the years
i think i've been trying to tell myself something for years
so i think i know what i'm going to be doing
here's hopein