22.7.03

i don't know if i've said this before but..........
I DIDN'T SIGN UP FOR THIS LIFE!!!
I WANT TO SEE MY CONTRACT!!!
I WANT TO SEE WHOEVER'S IN CHARGE!!!!

sigh this is a down day
i SO need a break... time away from all this
time for me without havin to think that i should be doin this or that
is that so much to ask for
if i can't have time away then i want LOADS n LOADS of money
so i can shut myself away from "humons"
and you know that your not a "humon" soulsis
or niki or sum of my nieces, maybe even one of my nephews (but only one)

hey i know a diet
it's call "no food in the house n no money to get any diet"
so why aren't i as skinny as the "Goddess" aka, niki

moving on
okay okay okay
my cats on a diet
took her to the vet, and altho she was fine in the back
well she weighted about 8kg
so she's on diet food
she did very well at the vets, was a very good girl (of course)
didn't meow much only when we weren't as close as she wanted us to be
i have to take her back each week to see if she's losin weight
don't know what she'll look like as a slimmer cat
still think she'll be big tho :p

oh what does it mean when you dream about famous ppl??
had another dream last nite that had the bee gee's in it..........
/:o|
i have NO idea where that came from
you were in it too soulsis, u n your cubs
"and your little dog too..hehehehehe"

did i mention that i'm havin a down day
i know i should be doin house work, cerc work, scout work.....etc
but i just want to go sumwhere n curl up into a little ball
and forget about the world,
or hope the world will forget about me for just abit

oh soapie i do have sumfin to post about your blog
if i can find it again i will
gotta check the spellin :p

anyway
got potatoes to bake for lunch
should do i guess
see if i can write more in this thing
i think i'm gettin the hang of it