Just got some news today. My chicks dad is moving to QLD. Not sure how I feel about this, not that he was any help with the chicks. I just feel numb, scared, stunned. In away I knew this was going to happen, there was always this thing, that he would take off. But what I worry about is that the weekends I had off were my way of recharging, my way of keeping myself. I don’t care if he goes, doesn’t bother me, altho I hope HE tells the chicks. He’ll give them some story about how great it is and how they can come up and see him, some rubbish like that. But now how will I stay me, life changes and I guess I’ll change with it. Hope it’ll work it self out. Altho I can feel myself losing it already.